So now here i am at HK International Airport waiting for my connecting flight back to Singapore to attend the wake, to send him off for the last time. This is the first time that my family is having a wake and i have no idea what will it be like, how will i feel. More importantly, i wanna know how my grandma feels and be there for her.. I can't be there for long as i have to return to Vancouver for my exams and project deadlines, but i just wanna be there to see her for myself. Knowing how she is, i know she will not show us how she is actually feeling, but i just hope that it will make her feel better with everyone around...
We always hear people saying that how fragile life is, but does everyone actually understand that? Well, i didn't really feel the impact of that statement till this news struck me. It just happened so abruptly and in less than an hour or so, he has left us. One thing that i do seek solace in is my grandpa breathed his last rather painlessly and peacefully. Just that what i can't put down perhaps is that no one really had the chance to talk to him for the last time. Why didn't he wait for any of us? Or maybe it was just better for him and everyone?
Well, if it was better for him, i will respect that. Bye Ah Gong...





















